Gruesome?

Received this email today...
And really THANK GOD for the Pastor!!!

Indonesian Pastor Attacked by Muslims Brought to you by The Voice of Martyrs

Although he lost his teeth from a machete attack by a Muslim fanatic, Santoso returns with new teeth to share Christ. "Santoso" is a farmer and a pastor for a small village church in Indonesia. He was attacked on the way home after sharing Christ with Muslims on a farm in the city of Poso. He and a friend, both on motorbikes, were hit with a machete wielded by a Muslim who jumped from a bush. The Muslim tried to cut off his head but missed, hitting him in the mouth. He ran to his village holding his face. Because of the attack Santoso lost 10 teeth and damaged his tongue and his friend's fingers were cut off. (This was the third attempt on Santoso's life.) VOMedical staff has flown him to Java twice for treatment and is happy to report that Santoso now has teeth implants. Before going into his last surgery, he told us, "I read Ephesians 1:19 which promises God's great power to us who believe God sends me power so I can bear suffering. We rejoice that one Muslim has come to Christ." Christians across the 3,000 inhabited islands of Indonesia are suffering increased attacks, church burnings, imprisonment and threats from angry mobs because of their bold faith in Jesus Christ! Much of the world would like you to believe that Christians are no longer persecuted but Santoso would disagree. Now you can stay informed of what is really happening to your Christian brothers and sisters in countries like Indonesia and discover practical ways that you can get involved.

Webpages...

Gradually,it has just dawned on me that I've SOOOOOOOO MANY webpages now!
Hehe...
Kind of greedy,right?
I guess it's time to have a commercial post,a commercial to promote all my so-called "hidden" webpages(probably because many of you didn't discover them)...
Hmm...
I guess I'll start with this one...

My First and Ever DOPHINS HOMEPAGE!

This's considered the first personal homepage I had created in my early high school days,probably when I was 14 or 15...Can't recall well...
Guess most of you know that I'm an extreme dolphins freak,right? Obviously,this site was built based on the theme of DOLPINS!Still like the site even though I rarely even browse to it nowadays...hehe...
Hmm..hmm..and 1 thing is, the website is incomplete!Hehe...Was lazy to carry on with this site building task afterall...

My FACEPARTY PAGE...

This's pretty an old one...Stumbled upon the site and just felt freeee to registered as a member of Faceparty...

My WEBSPAWNER PAGE...

The simpliest webpage I've ever had!!!
Forgot what's the purpose I created this...XD

My 1ST ONLINE PHOTO ALBUM...

All my old school photos...No longer using it anymore...space limited,inconvinient...

My XANGA SITE...

Never really touched it...merely applied for membership and was left aside...Xanga's ways to restricted!

My MYSPACE SITE...

It's like I was obliged to have a MySpace account coz' I've friends who kind of 'only' use MySpace...hehe...

My MULTIPLY SITE...

Used to use Multiply for hosting videos...and ...hmm...I vented all my examination pressure and frustration there last time...Very embarassing posts over there...Eeeee...

My FRIENDSTER BLOG...

Was kind of like my sole Chinese blog but it's no longer the only place I'll type Chinese...Hehe...(I suppose you may know,I've found somewhere new!)...Actually,sometimes I feel like friendster blog is more like 'announcement blog' to me...Great that Friendster provide updates notification feature,so people read,and that's why it plays a better role in informing details!

My CURRENT PHOTO ALBUM...

It's a MUST VISIT site if you really wanna know more about Miki,though there're all pictures only...All my pictures are stored there,majority I mean...

My BOLT SITE...

Merely created this year,early March I think...coz I was surfing around to seek a site to post all my recordings...You can find some of my coursemates' recordings there,as well as mine...

My WRETCH SITE...

And this is the latest 1!!!
Chinese,Chinese,Chinese!!!I feel so 'Chinese' lately till I created this totally 'Chinese based' website,maybe coz I'm too excited about my trip to China this July...So engrossed in Wretch site nowadays...

Well,you can find them all in My Links here...
Feel free to browse anytime!

Oh yeah,last but not least,
YOU MUST REALLY GO AND SEE THIS!!!
THE HISTORY MAKERS??

This's where I share and have my personal meditation on God's Words...Thanks to JON for the template! It's really NICE!!!

Take Note...

HAPPY EASTER everyone!!!

Entertainment?

See who is BORED & SILLY now...

-____- Have no idea what am I doing as well...
Miki's getting INSANE!!!

Jealousy

When you meet someone and you become gradually close to him/her...
You will feel like you want to have him/her alone all the time...
When he/she meet someone else and he/she begin to care for the person more than you...
Jealousy works...
You will start having all the blues of being lonely or ignored...
Even though that he/she may not be ignoring...
Maybe the other person he/she cares for more at that time needs him more...
You just can't comprehend...
And...
You're hurted...

I can never deal with it right...
This's what you call... "Miki's FLAW"!

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Alright, THANKS to all my lovely friends who cared for me during my times of darkness!
By now, Miki's back in action... with a new haircut, though it isn't that impressive...


To all my wonderful friends : "I'm FINE!!! THANKS!!!"

I'm Sinful!

Tears was shed...
Anger was aroused...
I hoped they would comprehend...
When I was mad of somebody, I was even mad of myself more!
But it was useless...
Coz in their eyes, I was already determined to be SINFUL...
How I wished they could see my heavy & vulnerable heart...
Coz the scars I left in their hearts, were even giving me deeper scars...

Embracing my pillow,
I was thrashing around on my bed,
It had already passed 12 at mid-night,
In that wee hours of the morning,
I couldn't stop weepin & bear,
God was beside me,
Giving me a BIG HUG!

And I tearfully asked Him,
"Father, why would I have to comfront all these? Why did sacrifices resulted in such ways?"
HE gently patted my head and answered,
"My child, no matter what had happened, I am always here with you and I still LOVE you!"
His Words touched me even deeper, and more tears rolled down my cheeks,
HE carried on with His Words, touching my forehead,
"My daughter, Miki, you must be strong!"
But my heart was already torn into pieces, I could barely feel that I had any strength,
"But...What else can I do?"
The Lord comforted me,
"Bear with me, and I'll shine on you!"
More and more tears dropped,
I could feel my warm tears on my face.



HE knew that I needed HIM,
And HE always does...
HE is the one who brighten up my path,
whenever I'm in darkness...


THANK YOU FATHER!
I LOVE YOU,
And I NEED YOU!

Failure

I failed...

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But God spoke to me...
"My Child, being a loser will make you a better Winner..."

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I tried not to fret...
But vulnerability still ruled...

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Oral presentation was a Grief...

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