I Don't Wanna Be A Loser!

Why? Why do I feel like a LOSER now???
Why can't I do anything?
Why everything just seems like a failure?
Why?

I don't wanna be a loser!
I wanna win!
but why nothing seems to lead me to victory?

Weeping for being a loser sucks!
I can't find what I find.
I can't get what I get.
I can't even try what I try!
When will you come to me?
When will I escape from all these?