Only FRIENDS...

Haha...haven't got much to blog out...since my pc has broken down...wasn't convinient at all using ppl's pc to update my blog.However,was pondering over all my relationships' problems which really made me out of spirit.Lots of hard feelings & I kept praying n praying that GOD will somehow give me a hand.It hurts,when ppl are feeling BAD,i mean,REALLY BAD about u and when u can't set aside the differences?It's tough,esp. when I'm in the doghouse...ppl just won't listen and alter their thoughts about u.Yeah,I attempted but to no avail...Have u ever experienced playing mind games with someone?How 'bout cold war?It's really torturing me...I couldn't deal with my inner feelings..Friends are too IMPORTANT to me!!!Life without friends would be a nightmare to me...What to do?I'm waiting for GOD to give me the direction...I couldn't cope with these dilemmas all by myself...